Who and Why

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Hi, my name is Karina. I am a twenty-six year old girl, traveling down an unknown path. I am filled with relentless thoughts and an unwavering ambition. I strive for perfection knowing it is non-existent. I am constantly seeking knowledge and always questioning what is. My mind is mutable therefore my beliefs are fluid. I accept that I will never have all my “whys” answered, yet I continue to ask them. I became infatuated with understanding my mind and who “I AM”, about eight years ago. Sometimes I worry that I am crazy. I am in love with the idea of love but I don’t know how to be “in love” with someone. I am impatient, messy and indecisive. I get frustrated with myself because I give into what my body wants, more often than what my mind says I should do. I am an open book and put myself “out there” more than I should. I overanalyze everything until I forget what I was originally contemplating.

Amongst the chaos that runs rampant in my life, my mistakes and heartaches have definitely catapulted me into being a better person. I have figured out so much about myself in the past eight years that although, I don’t know exactly where I’m going, I know I am on the right path. I have always tried to impress people and make my self seem more appealing that I began losing sight of who I really was. I realized that I needed to shed everything and everyone and really embrace who I am and what I want.

With that being said, I am on WordPress to relieve myself of all the emotions that currently inhabit my mind and soul. I feel that when I write, my fingers just start typing away and the outcome always seems to enlighten me and shift my perspective. I write without expectations and write with passion. I write because I love. I write for you and I write for me.

I would really appreciate any feedback, criticism, anything that you feel you would like to share.